I threw a flower into a waterfall lit up by a rainbow And made my wish My wish was for the good to win at every turn For the wicked heart to pump blessings For the magic and the natural beauty of the world to glitter even though it’s not gold For the kids to be safe from the darkness For the families to be ruled by their hearts To see your winning charismatic smile To see peace in the eyes of every soldier safe at home And to hear justice and mercy in the mouth of every person on the side of the law.
I made this wish for every person who is good at heart, and I believe that’s every single one of us.
The mood shifted and a glimmering hope erupted. The sky bloomed with sun and clouds, the stars shone bright in the light It awakened the creatures and the people to a new horizon in which fresh ideas and shadowy movements filled the vivid world.
Every person would have an equal place in this world
Every job would be fruitful, prized and valued
And there would be art and beauty incorporated into every endeavor. If it was a video game it would be called Utopian Heavens and we would all feel a little happier when we played.
Wandering wolf Never knew the rules Left out in the cold Was never told That life could be Better than what she sees Charasmatic lies were weaved To keep her stuck begging on her knees A materialization of a life lived well Was the only escape from the maddening spell That held her down And cast her around She just wanted love and stability To keep her pure and truely happy.
Miscellaneous nights Turn into fights About whats right Lets not fight Lets enjoy the night Its not right to blast The past Into your face Relate what happened then To whats happening now
Kanye inspires me He retires My right to not relate Don’t hate the hater Cause then you’re just as bad as them You know I talk shit Its almost unrealistic To converse without it It seems kinda funny To laugh at anothers demise But you know That someone else Is having at it About you With that kind of attitude
Don’t abuse Those that you love It’s a massive mistake We all make But don’t do it damnit You will We’re all human after all We all fall We all fail to see the light When its time to doing whats right
Its tight To know Whats beneath that skin Of yours A heart That hurts But still a heart That calls Calls for love Calls for empathy Calls for spirituality It’s a fallacy To say We just wait For the right one Instead We’re calling with our hearts Letting out sounds Throughout the universe That sounds like a song verse When your songs are finally heard That is your life completely It creates a union A merging That ends the searching Then the two lives can begin to be shared New happenings will emerge But nothing can compare To your time with your true love Pains will ensue But the experience of love will overrule That’s overwhelmingly true And love gets better With time The proof lies With the day you’re on your deathbed And he’s holding your hand You’re looking him in the eye And you smile Thinking of the miles You’ve traveled throughout time With him In love You never forget Not even after death If there is a heaven Then when you meet again Only the best times play in your head In my mind at least In heaven We’ll all be relived of the beast That lives in all of us as humans So when you once again meet Everything is as you please Love and ecstasy Loving memories Every day Is a day To lay with your man Or with your woman And by nightfall You can recall The beautiful day you’ve experienced And each day gets better It’s a beautiful love letter.
Another day in the life of a hero
Tryna fight through it all
Everyday tryna grow
Following his God
Doing the right thing
No need for church assembling
He sees all the evil
It makes him hate people
He wants to see good
He wants to see good
Abused and abandoned Forgotten, back handed He waits for the day When he can finally say He has a true friend
Chorus And he waits and he waits for the day to come When the devils curse can be undone And he lies and he lies Saying he doesnt care But i know in his heart He says it cause he cant bear The pain is to strong He cant hold on for long But one day nothings gonna go wrong
He holds in his tears
Its been so many years
Cant cry anymore
His hearts already torn
He only wants more
He loves his wife
They take care of each other
He kisses her hand
And says one day it’ll get better
He holds on
So badly wanting to die
But he knows his love
Needs him by her side
A struggling man
One day will see
A greater life
Before I really begin my blog I just want to let anyone who doesn’t know that are on ssi, or knows someone on ssi, because of mental illness or another disability, that we will now be able to get food stamps so we will be able to live a more secure and happy life. I know we all struggle with getting enough food and the essentials of life like shoes and clothes.
So I’ve been thinking a lot lately about getting a career instead of being stuck on this ssi, because of my mental illness, which is $950 a month. I was thinking about becoming a mail carrier because they make about $50,000 a year and u dont need a college education. You can just get right into it as long as they’re hiring. Plus I thought it would be good excercise instead of having to sit at a desk( I know not everyone has the luxury to choose)
Then i started thinking that if I became a mail carrier I wouldn’t have time to write scripts, stories, poems, songs, do art and practice the guitar and acting. So i decided against the mail carrier position and to just struggle through with a minimum wage part time job on top of the ssi. ( I will have about half my paycheck because of my ssi). So my husband and I will have to buy music equipment, tuturing services for learning voice and acting and buying art materials on what i get plus what my husband brings in.
So we’ll be able to afford these things once I get a part time job.
I have a few other ideas like buying college textbooks on the arts so I can make sure my information source is accurate. Also I’m thinking of taking one college class at a time on the arts and general knowledge so that i can really immerse myself in the class and really have a lot of time to do extra studying on each subject.
Weight loss and becoming more healthy are on my plate too.
So wish me luck and hopefully I’ll become a success.